Kawan With Benefit

Assalamualaikum...

Hello hello hello..

Its midbreak but im still stuck here.. Where else if not in uia.. Sobsobs. But doesnt mind since after graduate later i dont know when i can come again. So why not spend my time now? But but but.. Tomorrow, i will spend my time with my gelpreng.. For three days two night perhaps?

Okay thats not my main point for today.. Remember when i said i want to update about "kawan with benefit"? Owh, i posted it in my twitter. I cant recall if i have talked about this things before.

Stop berspeaking maybe? If not, tak taulah berapa banyak salah grammar.. 

Attention to kawan kawan di luar sana okay.. Mohon sangat sangat sangat jangan lah terlalu bersifat "kawan with benefit" ni.. Got i mean with "kawan with benefit"? Do i need to explain it? Better i give example right?

*why i think this will be a long entry?*

But i will talk from my view of point. So, please have some respect of it since i also respect other's opinion. Feel free about it guys..

I dont know why some of my friends just give a call if they need something or they need my help. Bukan tak boleh bukan tak nak tolong tapi kadang kadang fikir "ko bila berhang out berhappy bersuka ria boleh tanpa aku tapi when kawan  berhappy bergembira tinggalkan ko, aku jugak yang dicarik"..

Terasa diri ni macam just berfungi isi kesunyian mereka. No no no no. Mungkin ko tengok aku ni selalau ikut cakap korang but doesnt mean aku ni senang dibuat macam tu. Sometimes i just act macam tak kisah. Kenapa? Sebab you are my friend!! But can you think about my feeling too? 

Other things. This example too obvious so... First sorry if you read it. GROUP WASSEP.. Nama pun group wassep, then kalau rasa nak cakap dgn sorang member please wassep personal okay..No need you called she and mentioned about the things that others cannot response. Sometimes i think you are underestimate others person in that group. 

Benda benda ni buat aku fikir.. Mungkin aku bukan kawan yang baik thats why dapat layanan macam ni. Of course tak semua beperangai like this. At least, selama ni aku try my best nak jadi kawan yang baik. 

Kadang kadang korang kan.. Bila aku buat one things tu, then tak ajak korang tak inform korang and so on.. Dah start merajuk bagai. But when you do the same things to me, do i act like you all? No!! Why? Because i know, i cant controll you all. You have your own life.. You free to do what you want. Why i need to disturb your life? 

Maka benda benda macam ni buat aku fikir.. Who are my friend among friend in real word? Do i have? Or not? 

Maigad!!! Ikutkan hati too many things nak tulis.. But, should i stop here.. if not, i could burst in tears later. Hahahaha..

See you when i see you. 

Lebiu..